Have you considered going back to school to pursue something more aligned with your interests/passion, or even a general program that lets you figure things out?
There are many midcareer programs operated by business schools, as well as specialized terminal degrees in technical and creative fields. I took such a route at age 40 ... going back to school full-time at that age was a shock to many people I knew, but it was the right thing for me. It really opened up a range of new possibilities, and introduced me to people from all over the world and from industries I would otherwise have never encountered.
There are many midcareer programs operated by business schools, as well as specialized terminal degrees in technical and creative fields. I took such a route at age 40 ... going back to school full-time at that age was a shock to many people I knew, but it was the right thing for me. It really opened up a range of new possibilities, and introduced me to people from all over the world and from industries I would otherwise have never encountered.