"To believe with certainty we must begin by doubting." You would have company in that position. But to remain forever in doubt is to waver between belief and unbelief. To which do you tend?
Thank you, I get by on disability with my wife as a nurse. Looks like I might have to save money to start up my own business. Nobody will hire me, and it is against the law to discriminate again the disabled or age I am 54.
I'll figure something out, I am trying to write eBooks on Amazon Kindle.